Dead Helpness

 I walk slowly among the graves smoke  my last thought. It's evening, but I'm afraid. You, dead helpless    you can  that makes me evil.  . Walk, then stop near a grave that read: "Forever in our memories." Began to cry. I wonder what means  that a memory ... Raise you, you dead helpless and weep with me once. No! You are not able than your old rotten coffins there. I deleted the sleeve tears, and my makeup covers the whole face. I do not stop walking. Stop thou asshole as I throw wind hairs    in all parts! I will not do I'll be back. You put my eyes on that grave I know so well. I walk, extending his hand, and my tears flow again. Fuckin to be! Get there. Lightly touch the cross and collapse. My knees bleed and crack pants, leaving streams of blood out shy of my skin hurt. You! The here! Who sleep and do not know that hurts. I hear it? Gnashing and crying silently. Then a chill freezes my flesh and begin to jeluiesc. I hear good minutes than I and my other reply to me in the distance. I refrain from cry  pathetic and I look up. S made ​night  now. No, I'm afraid for you, dead helpless n you what to do me. I am afraid only of me that I could bother you. I feel I am an intruder here. I'm alive, I breathe, I feel pain, instead what I ... you are instead what I ... you are just some bodies.  It's cold, my knees tremble and I burn red. I stay on a stone near the grave unknown. Stared at and feel that they have raised. Slanting eyes, fantasies surrounding me. I curl up on the stone and close the zipper on my jacket. I'm cold, but I'm afraid. I hear distant whispers and I know I Embark on an end to the gate waiting for me worried. When tracing out of the cemetery the night the wind turned away, and I stop. I look at the full moon watch  me, then close my eyes. I raise my arms to the sky and shout, lift you, you dead helpless and weep! . Silence follows for the three seconds I almost deaf, then it is unleashed. I hear only cries and wailing of the cemetery, and the wind drove to the right. Do not open my eyes just smile and say, so you dead helpless, CRY because I Miss .....